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Day 3

  • Posted on August 3, 2012 at 8:38 am

Okay, today is a great day!

I called to check and see about my application and they have been marked for an interview!Interviews start next week.To be honest I am a little nervous okay o I am a whole lotta nervous.Interviews always make me nervous and then there over and I am fine.I guess you can compare me to Doug Dorsey The Cutting Edge I am fine after the fact except for the puking thank goodness.

Anyways,today I weighed in at 181.4 about a pound up from yesterday 180.2.I didn’t walk but I did do crunches two sets of 5 and one set of five bicycle crunches.It was kind of an off day but I am going to keep moving forward!

I have an interview to look forward to and that is definitely a move in the right direction!

On a journey to a whole new me

  • Posted on August 3, 2012 at 8:11 am

August 1,2012
181 lbs
crunches-2 sets of 5
bicycle crunches 1 set of 5
Anyone know the best way to count calories?

Day 2 on the new fork in my road

  • Posted on August 1, 2012 at 11:56 am

My new journey began the day that I quit my job.Its the first job where I worked 40 hrs a week and had benefits.I did this because I was not happy where I was.I feel as though a heavy weight has been lifted off my shoulders.I am free to do whatever I want.So yesterday I exercised and I fixed a dresser drawer where I found a swimming suit that has been missing for about a month.  I  also applied for two positions to be closer to home but most of all I relaxed. I have not relaxed in a very long. I was traveling 45 minutes one way to earn the all mighty dollar. well no more.I am going to start my life new today and my new goal is to be happy and bask in the joy of my life. Joy is always right in front of us and for some reason we refuse to reach out and grab it because we are afraid of the unknown. the unknown is is full of uncertainty of it all. Will it be good or bad.someone once told me that everyday is a good day because a day is what you make it.I lost sight of that and it didn’t matter what the silver lining was i always saw the glass as half empty.well starting today I will look at this life in a whole new way. the glass is half full.

Two birds with one stone…

  • Posted on November 14, 2011 at 5:05 pm

Okay so I am in need of a “violent” hobby to vent all my frustration…since my last post I started working for a local call center(name is not relevant) .While I have what I used to live without I have had to sacrifice my sanity and I have had to do my best” to bend over and take it up the tailpipe”. I loath my job and at this time there is nothing I can do about it because I have luxuries now that I would jeopardize.Jobs available are typically seasonal at this time of yr and while I may be able to survive it would only be temporary.I thought when I took the job that it would be a job where I could build my skills and move up the cooperate ladder boy was I fooled.I sure need to beat something!That is all..I have now updated you on my comings and goings and griped about my situation.Two birds one stone…

Increased users

  • Posted on January 14, 2011 at 2:11 pm

Hello all~
Lately, I have noticed an increse in subscribers and I was curious, how many of you are actually interested in my posts and how many of you are spammers(not that you would admit it if you were…). I just want to be sure that my posts are informational, inspirational or humorous enough for the number of followers that I appear to have…Have a great weekend all and, to those who may care, my job is going well. I start training on Monday and it will last through the end of February and then I will be back on the phone. I look forward to helping people again(Its been a little bit stressful not knowing what would happen once 2010 came to a close).I don’t like being in limbo one bit.Consistency and stable is where I am most comfortable!

Heart’s Desire

  • Posted on January 6, 2011 at 3:31 pm

Heart’s Desire
My heart desires to be loved when my mind aches to be heard and understood.
My mind thinks about what may lay ahead while my heart just acts on impulse.
My heart loves instantly while my mind find reasons not to trust.
My mind remembers why while my heart fells that pain like it was yesterday.
My heart knows while my mind is undecided.

My heart desires to be trusted while my mind refuses to let anyone in.
My mind knows that pain can be avoided while my heart knows that without pain there can be no joy.
My heart makes wishes while my mind takes action
My mind hesitates while my heart leaps.
My heart takes the chance while my mind doesn’t want to even try.

My heart believes the fantasy my mind creates.
My mind knows what is but my heart believes what could be.
My heart is focused while my mind is easily distracted.
My mind knows what my heart feels to be true.
My heart believes in the impossible while my mind says,”It can’t be done”.

Why the two can never agree is a mystery.
They both want what is best for me.
They know and feel my pain.
I know, I feel they both can be right.
My desire is for them to just be.

Movies I have seen rescently…

  • Posted on January 4, 2011 at 3:49 pm

1st,Tron Legacy five+++ stars. Sci+ Jeff Bridges+ Daft Punk=all kinds of awesome!
2nd-True Grit five stars. Jeff Briges once again(how could you go wrong!)-snakes-music= a decent remake of John Wayne’s True Grit.
3rd Letters to Juiet 2.5 stars. The only thing going for this movie was the storyline long lost love found+leading actress from Mama Mia( what’s her name!)= a movie I was glad I didn’t spend 8 bucks to see!

so the year in review…

  • Posted on December 18, 2010 at 3:53 pm

Not much has happened this year;however there was one MAJOR change I traded up in the job department. I now have a full time job its been just about three months. I have met many new and exciting people and I have grown alot. I have an attidtude similar to the little engine that could instead of my old manta I can’t because…I still have a ways to go but the impoirtant thing is I have to file state and federal taxes. Yes, I am actually looking forward to that!Call me crazy I don’t care I can do anything!
Oh, I currently have two favorite artists bcause I can’t choose just one. Lee DeWyze and Sara Barelllies. sweet Serendipidy(Lee) and Between the lines(Sara) are a couple of my favorites!!
Oh and Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows part I rocks!!!
One more thing,I got a new winter coat for 50 bucks(orginally 200smackaroos,I know can you believe it!Soooo awesome!!!) and it rocks cuz its purple and has a cell phone pocket on the inside(how cool is that??!!!!)!!!

Current favorite

  • Posted on September 2, 2010 at 7:19 am

Paramore The Only Exception


  • Posted on July 29, 2010 at 9:30 am

So HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!